Fark I’m am so confused. Everytime I get one of these emails re intern program applications for next year, for a good moment I read the criteria and think ‘that sounds okay’ and when I meet the criteria I feel like I *should* apply for it. And that I’d have a good chance. But then theres that niggling though which says no, you’ve 90% decided not to do it. Then the other though of ‘so what if you decided to stay in IT and cannont find a job when you graduate?’ Theres some internships for Sun. It sounds good. Except you have to do it for a whole 12 months which is a long time for me. Maybe I should apply and see how it goes? But then if things turn out… I might end up taking a job (this is in general btw not just for this one)… then end up kicking myself 2 months down the track. I was talking to my dad last night about maybe doing some science subjects. I told him about cool jobs, but their not exactly the type of jobs you could do when your older he though. Reckons I should try honours if I have the marks instead of working (‘cos I mentioned not working before). But honours… to me, that is almost the same as working, locked into this thing for a year.


I have a feeling I picked a hard subject this semester. Lots of reading very business oriented. Thought for a moment of maybe changing out of it, but figured that I cbf and if anywasy unless I change my submajor I’d have to do it at some point either way as its compulsary for the submajor I’m doing. Lol people think I’m crazy for picking IT Management as a submajor, when I probably could’ve easily got through a programming one. But on one hand, I partly chose it, because it’d be more challenging… though its not quite as interesting as coding… Plus I reckon management skills is something that is transferable over any job industry, and as IT it always going to play a part in business it probably is to bad of a thing to have knowledge of. The assignments are good though but lots of research.

Oh my bag arrived yesterday… sweet. Green and olive coloured. Didn’t take as long as I thought. Remembered when we ordered from estore years ago it took weeks for the product to be delivered. Guess they’ve reworked their processes. Ordered Monday delivered Thursday and that was with a delay as well. Plus was like $100 cheaper than RRP. So yeah order from estore peoples…

Ahh away from the above boring stuff… I have a funny story.. well not funny but yeah. Anyways this morning I woke up got out of bed and went to put my fluffy shoes on because it was cold. But my right foot got caught on my left pyjama (sp?) leg – don’t ask me how – and I tripped over myself and fell over. Great start to the morning when you fall into a table… should try to be less unco!