Today when I woke up, I was shocked to find it was almost 10am… it’s like the latest I’ve ever slept in till in like a year! Come to think of it, I’ve never slept in till 10 in the first place. Well today, I worked a bit on my IPT assignment. I’ve more or less developed the system, I just gotta get my documentation together, which unfortunatley, is the part I’m really crap at. I also did more of my SDD project. I think I’ve finished my help file, and I fixed the user tutorial up as well. Setup’s all done it just needs to be burnt to CD, but I won’t do that till at least next week just in case. Tomorrow there’s another lesson thingo at school… I have more questions… it’s weird how when your there you can never remember them, but when your at home they pop out of nowhere. That’s twisted in my opinion.

Actually, what’s shocking is that one whole week of the holidays are already gone!!! Next week it’s going to have to be all science assignment… I’m still not satisfied with the work I’ve put into it – knowing that I could do better if I tried to be more motivated. But SDD and IPT are way more interesting… databases and control structures…… hehe.. On the weekend I think I’m catching up with some friends, and before anyone asks, yep they are computery type peoples.. but you guys would all know better than that, otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this in the first place, ‘cos Blogs are a very nerdy thing on there own.

Now I don’t know why I’m writing the rest of this, and I hope as hell no one’s reading it, but writing here is good when I’m down in the dumps, because the computer can’t see my feelings so I don’t have to worry about anyone seeing the truth, well that’s what it is like when I’m typing here. And things are getting back down in a rut again. It started up a couple of weeks ago and I hoped they’d fade away, but the thing is they haven’t. Some thoughts are scary.